Thursday, October 23, 2008


9 lasts:
Last dollar spent: diet coke at maverick
Last cigarette: high school
Last beverage: diet coke
Last movie: fool's gold..... dumb.
Last phone call: nikki
Last song played: something by adair
Last bubble bath: last night
Last time you cried: last night. stupid show.
Last thing you ate: bugles from maverick.

8 have you evers:
Have you ever dated a best friend: yes. and most guys i date become best friends.
Have you ever skinny dipped: lol!!! too many times.
Have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: not that i can think of.
Have you ever lost someone you loved: a few.
Have you ever been dumped: of course. it sucks.
Have you ever been drunk and threw up: those were the days. eww.
Have you ever ran away: no. but i'd like to!
Have you ever wanted someone you thought you couldn't have then found out they liked you: yeah.

7 states you've been to:
1.california.... san francisco. mmm...
2. indiana.... loved living there.
3. hawaii.... lahaina. and whales. and beaches at sunset.
4. north carolina.... beautiful coast.
5. illinois.... chicago is amazing.
6. louisiana.... yeah new orleans!!!
7. michigan.

6 things you've done today:
1. cuddled with tiki.
2. played with spiders with syd.
3. worked on nik's costume.
4. worked.
5. played on the computer.
6. chilled with my boys.

5 of your favorite things:
1. candles
2. converse tennis shoes
3. ducks
4. hot kisses
5. thunderstorms

4 people you can tell [almost] anything to:
1. nikki
2. derek
3. watson
4. mark

3 things that make you smile:
1. my kids laughing
2. my princesses
3. music

2 things you want to do before you die:
1. love
2. be loved

1 thing you can't live without:
1. my kids

Thursday, August 28, 2008

a day in the life....drama, drama, drama.

~ went to work at 7am.

~one of my kids, stevie, came to work to assemble his wedding announcements. he spent the next 7 hours doing them, but he got them done!!! he and his boyfriend were married in san francisco a few weeks ago. he's also my son's ex.

~one of my employees came in to tell me that she has to quit because of issues at school. effective immediately. as in she can't work tonight! so much for 2 weeks notice.

~nik came to work but had to leave after a few hours.... baby is sick and had to go to the dr. luckily its just a cold and eye infection.

~my hairdresser came in and brought his dog. i love that dog!! he (hairdresser, not dog) gave me advice on my love life. said he needs to try to keep me out of trouble. yeah... like he has HIS shit together??? love him anyway.

~had a meeting with a salesman about a new.... but used.... machine for work. put $500 down on a $10,000 machine. hopefully we'll have it installed in a week. hopefully i'll have the money in a week.

~eddie, another one of my kids, came by with her girlfriend. i was thrilled that they just stopped by to say "hi". then i found out the real reason.... doggie wiped his butt on their down comforter. they brought it to me to clean. shit! literally!

~our supplies were delivered this afternoon. delivery guy was tripping over his own feet cuz he was drunk! he smelled, was covered in prison tatts, and was pretty scary looking. i guess everybody is having trouble finding good employees these days.

~finally left work at 7:30. not completely done, but i was drained.

~went to the store for some supplies for tomorrow. also toilet paper and dog food for at home. i'm excited! i got me some munchies, a tattoo magazine, and season 1 of saving grace!!!!

~on the way home i went through the drive-thru for a diet coke. on the sidewalk next to the door was a dead bird. no head.... just a puddle of blood. ewww....

~got home and looked at the mail. received my divorce decree.... it's final.

~boobs... my daughters boyfriend.... was in the house. tells me she's in bed sick but he's fed the dogs and given one of them his meds. now he's taking 2 of them for a walk.

~go online and see that a 30-year-old has emailed me for a date. yeah, right.

~it's 10pm. good night. finally.

Sunday, August 24, 2008


i saw this on postsecret and it really hit home.
especially right now as i enter the dating world.... AGAIN!!! lol...
but it's true.
i may not have the body i had in my teens.
but it was worth every stretch mark and extra pound
for my three beautiful children.
and i'd do it all over again....

Tuesday, August 19, 2008


nikki asked for it so here goes.

6 random facts....

1. i love love love ducks and geese. if i see them fly overhead i have to smile. i've even been known to pull the car over to the side of the road to watch them and take pictures. i love them thanks to nikki and derek's dad. thanks chad!!

2. i'm afraid of the dark. very afraid. i have lights on in my house 24/7.

3. every sunday i paint my toenails. i have since i was a teen.

4. i hate to talk on the phone. i NEVER call anyone if i can help it. if i have to, i bribe my kids to do it for me.

5. i don't go in grocery stores if i don't have to.... i hate the way they smell. i think it's the meat. another thing i try to bribe my kids to do for me.

6. my favorite places to shop are the DI and ebay. i'd rather have old than new.

now.... i tag amanda, natalie, seattle!!!

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Your Personality is 61% Addictive

You definitely have an addictive personality, and you're probably hooked on something.

Even if it's just peanut M&Ms or online shopping.

more like online shopping and DIET COKE and RED VINES!!!
but we all know i'm addicted to addicts.... if there is one in the room, i'll fall for him!!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

she takes my breath away....

It's hard to believe that my baby
has grown into such a pretty young woman.

Hugging her dad at his wedding....
it's been a long time since I've seen such a loving picture of the two of them.
I pray the past is behind them
and they have nothing but fun, loving times ahead.
Now if only her brothers and sisters felt the same....
they have no idea what they are missing out on.
But then again, it's their choice.
Dumb Asses !!!

Friday, July 11, 2008

mr and mr...

one of my most special boys got married in san francisco.

congrats stevie!!!!

love you!!