sorrow...

the things that drugs can do to a person are devastating. i'm praying for tonya everyday and hoping that she can recover from all the damage that has been done. i still love that young, sweet, carefree girl that she was before all of this and i hope to see her again. i'm just afraid that it may be too late this time and it breaks my heart. love ya sweetie.....

bang!

i've hit an all-time low.....
getting hit on while shopping at the DI.
just shoot me now and put me out of my misery.

BKH

my father-in-law passed away today and although we've had a love/hate relationship over the years, i have always respected and admired the man.
he was eccentric, vain, and larger than life.
he said and did whatever he wanted and didn't care what anyone else thought.
good or bad, he was true to himself.
he was driven, worked hard, and became one hell of a businessman.
i learned so much from him and i owe him a lot.

itty bitty fingers.... itty bitty toes....

she's finally here.
baby b.
she and her sisters light up my life.

i don't get it....

we've been out of toilet paper and milk for the last 5 or 6 days. i don't drink milk and have tp in my bathroom, so i was unaware of the problem. i just amazes me that we have 4 other people in the house, all of them work and have money, and 3 can drive. do you think they can go buy it???? i'm holding out to see how long it takes......

sierra....

fly high sweet kitten...... it was short but sweet.

happy birthday princess!!!

i love you........
forever and back!!!!