mask

i watched mask again this weekend.
oh my...... i want to ride with sam elliott on his bike.
better yet.....
i want to ride sam elliott on his bike!!!

off-road show

we took the kids to the off-road show at the expo center.
the guys doing the jumps were awesome!!
i enjoyed it more than the kids did!!!

jack and binx

nikki brought syd and seattle over to give me my birthday gifts.
they gave me lots and lots of lotions,
some lip gloss....
and my new boys!!!

jack


binx


my cool shirt from my dear watson...


ah.... cuddling with my boys.

...maybe tomorrow i'll find my way home

I've been down and
I'm wondering why
These little black clouds
Keep walking around with me
With me

It wastes time
And I'd rather be high
Think I'll walk me outside
And buy a rainbow smile but be free
They're all free

So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home

I look around at a beautiful life
Been the upperside of down
Been the inside of out but we breathe
We breathe

I wanna breeze and an open mind
I wanna swim in the ocean
Wanna take my time for me
All me

So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home

maybe tomorrow
~stereophonics~

monkey boy

der came to work and hung out with me today.
just like old times.
damn, i do love my boy!!!
(don't ask about the monkey....)

free......

after over two years of hell the fighting is finally over and my divorce is final. it's quite ironic....it became final on april fool's day. and i found out the weekend of my birthday. so happy birthday to me!!!
now it's time to begin a new chapter. the marriage is over, the kids are grown, davi is safe and happy and healthy-- this is the time to put me first. time to do what makes me happy.
wow....if i can make it through the last few years, i can make it through anything!!!

Life is short so break the rules.

Forgive quickly and kiss slowly.

Love truly but laugh uncontrollably.

And never regret anything that made you smile!!!

Life may not be the party we hoped for,

But while we're here we should dance....

Always dance.

i carry your heart

i carry your heart with me
(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it
(anywhere i go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done by only me
is your doing, my darling)
i fear no fate
(for you are my fate, my sweet)
i want no world
(for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root
and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky
of a tree called life;
which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart
(i carry it in my heart)

e. e. cummings 1958