Aries

A few setbacks may push this love train off track, but they're not a big deal if you keep everything in perspective. The stars want you to deal with a few old feelings. Ride this out, and you'll soon be back en route.

damn stars....how do they know these things??!!!

ti amo...

sometimes i wonder if i will ever really be happy and content with my life.

someone told me i won't be able to move on to a new chapter until i close the last one.
but there is no closure-- not now and possibly not ever.
will there be a time when the thoughts of what may have been go away and become happy memories of what was?
or will they forever live in the back of my mind, unfulfilled dreams haunting me and never letting go of my heart.......

snow...

last weekend it was sunny and 70.....
today i woke up to a few inches of snow on my car.....
next weekend is supposed to be sunny and warm again.
welcome to springtime in utah.

happy birthday !!

would you believe she's 70?!!!

love ya mom!!!

aries

Feel like your free spirit might be just too much for your family to deal with?
Well, what's the point of lying about who you really are?
Be honest and brave about your true self.
Sooner or later, they'll need to know.

be free

I'd rather learn from one bird how to sing
than teach ten thousand stars how not to dance...
~ee cummings~

he's baaaaaaack.......

HomeyG in chick pants.....
ewwwwww.....

sex ed??? whatever....

today my mom came to see me at work.
we were discussing relationships.

mom: "why do you have to live with your boyfriend?
why can't you just have a booty call once a month....
that is what they call it, isn't it?
are you a sexaholic?"
me: "no, are you?"
mom: "no!!! i've had it all!
and now i'm 70 and i don't need it anymore!"

ugh.....mothers......

but through it all i still feel lost without you...

When the sun comes down

When the rains wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day
Another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move
I can tell that
You don't know

To all the fights I've conquered and beyond
The times have changed and I will now move over slowly...
But through it all I still feel lost without you
Hard to find a new soul
The silence takes its toll

Just sway
You don't know...
Just sway
You don't know...
Just sway
When all you want is to find home...

Theres a light pausing
Feel the volume of the sky
Mark your place in time
with another question why...
Tiny flickers in the night
Always lookin to be right

To all the fights I've conquered and beyond
The times have changed and I will now move over slowly...
But through it all I still feel lost without you
Hard to find a new soul
The silence takes its toll

Just sway
And you don't love
Just sway
And you don't know
Just sway
When all you want is to find home...

Ooooh ooooh ooooh ooooh
Just sway
Just sway

sway
lost prophets

driving 101

concentrate.....
oops.....
did i do that??

yeah....lishy is starting to learn to drive.
and her mommy is teaching her.
heaven help us all!!!!

my baby is 5 today.....

oh davi....my heart hurts more than you'll ever know....
i love you and miss you.
you will forever be my beautiful baby!!

aries

Dreams aren't just dreams-- they can be blueprints for the future.
Instincts and hunches are especially useful when it comes to long-range plans and big visions.
Go ahead and reach for the stars as you draw up your plans.

happy birthday der!!!

your mommy loves you!!!!

MORE WORK

our view of the mountains....

studly exterminator extraordinaire...

yeah, yeah, yeah....he won....
der bear....

shades.....

lisha and me at the thrift store playing with the glasses.
the guy is someone who worked there and wanted to play too!!

I won't lie dear I'm still breathing even though your beauty is breathtaking...

This call is meant to be brief
a simple hello ending with goodbye
Then you say hello now,
I am melting and now my goodbye becomes a goodnight
I don't mind if you don't mind
please say you do not mind if this call goes on all night
cause I have more to say
my afternoon was ok my evening was fine
but this night I want it to be the best night of our lives

Sweet Darling
this is my confession to the crimes of wanting you
badly
And Darlin'
if you're wondering here's your answer
yes I like you I don't love you
I can't love you
yet

These calls are getting longer
and these nights go on and on and on forever
I do believe I'm getting better
knowing you hopefully all of you
Sitting watching movies
we both know I do not watch a bit of it
cause I am much to busy
leaving my hand close enough so you'll hold it

And I can not stop thinking about you
I can not stop wondering
if you're constantly thinking about me
Don't close your eyes dear I'm still staring
I won't lie dear I'm still breathing
even though your beauty is breath taking

Sweet darlin'
this is my confession to the crimes of wanting you
badly
and darlin'
if you're wondering here's your answer
Yes, I like you
I can't love you I can't love you

Or at least I do not think I do

darlin' -- between the trees

WATSON

he rides, he's tattooed, he's gorgeous.....

my dearest watson.....

NIKKI

FUN AT WORK

boss lady...
patrick...
icky...
baby kirch....

OKTOBERFEST '06

snowbird at the top of the tram...

what a view!!

brilliantly shining intricate beauty...

Overflowing senses Heightened awareness I hear my blood flow I feel its caress Whispering cosmos Talking right to me Unlimited endless God breathing through me See the microcosm In macro vision Our bodies moving With pure precision One universal celebration One evolution One creation Thundering rhythm Pounding within me Driving me onwards Forcing me to see Clear and enlightening Right there before me Brilliantly shining Intricate beauty See the microcosm In macro vision Our bodies moving With pure precision One universal celebration One evolution One creation

macro -- depeche mode

color my world

sabina, kat and amina....

i'm in love with tattoos and i'm getting ready to have my entire back done. yesterday my mother told me i need to stop getting tattoos because they are ugly. she seems to think that it's just a phase i'm going through.
do people still go through "phases" in their 40's?
this is something i've wanted since i was a teen and now seems to be the perfect time to finally do it so bring on the ink!!!
and to all those who don't approve....
DILLIGAF ???

The Notebook MTV Best Kiss Award

the way he says "come here" with his finger...
the way she jumps into his arms...
the way he pulls her hair...
the way she puts her hand over her mouth...
the way he kisses her on the forehead....
HOT!!!!!

Happy Birthday Crystal!!!