ugh.......fat days.....

i hate this time of year.....

all winter long i tend to let myself go
just because my clothes cover it up and no one sees it.
then the sun comes out and the days get warmer,
and inevitably it's time to dig out the summer clothes
and start showing some skin.
ugh!!!!!
the white skin, the fat thighs.....
not a pretty sight.

this is how i want to look....
how i should look!!!!
what? all it takes is diet and exercise?
whatever.....
it's just a matter of getting off of my ever growing ass and doing it!!!
easier said than done.....
one day.
hopefully soon!!!